Life is nothing if not mysterious. The unknown and the uncertain far outweigh what we believe we understand and live by. We often experience events that are unforeseen and sometimes less than fortuitous, jarring our sense of security and serenity. Though this week's parashah dwells on one of the laws of the Torah called a chok—a law without rational explanation—it actually tells us much about human life.
The Torah states explicitly zot chukkat haTorah—this
is the law of the Torah regarding all matters of life. Things we think we
understand are never fully understood by humans. Every layer of scientific
discovery, every fresh advance, reveals for us the specter of untold new
mysteries of which we were previously quite unaware. The nature of all life is a chok.
So too is the Torah, when we look at life through the mitzvah and mystery of the parah
adumah.
From the Torah’s viewpoint, we humans have a limited ability
to understand and rationalize our existence and purpose. “No living creature
can see Me” is interpreted in Jewish tradition to mean “No living creature can
ever understand fully the world, nature and logic of the Creator of us all”.
Man is doomed to wander in a desert of doubt, without ever being able to find the
way on his own. Every frustration and disappointment stems from this hard fact
of life.
Rabbi Moshe Chaim Luzzatto in his immortal work, Mesilat Yesharim, compares life to a gigantic maze from which, without direction or guidance, one can never emerge. I remember that once when I visited the grounds of a royal palace in Europe, I tried my luck at entering the maze of tall hedges. Many other people were there with me. Suffice it to say that after 40 minutes none of us had found our way out. Some people were bemused by their predicament. Others were visibly frustrated and almost angry in their inability to escape. Some even panicked. Eventually a guard entered the maze and guided us safely out.
Rabbi Luzzatto made the point that, if one stands on a high
platform that overlooks the maze and maps it out in one’s mind, negotiating the
maze then becomes possible, even simple. That high platform is the Torah, which
allows us to deal with the maze of life. That is the ultimate lesson of this
week’s parsha. Life is a chok—a confusing maze of
events, personalities and forces. Why this maze is constructed as it is, why it
is even needed, is a chok—something that lies beyond our level of
comprehension. But how to negotiate the maze, how to stand on the high platform
overlooking and informing about it, that is within our grasp and abilities. And
that is really the chukkat haTorah that is granted
to us.
Shabbat shalom, Rabbi Berel Wein