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Friday, 30 January 2026

Two Ways of Seeing: Beshalach 5786

 This piece was first published in Hanassi Highlights, 28 January 2026. You can also read it in Ivrit (translation by AI) here.

Parshat Beshalach opens with a striking tension. On the one hand, the Torah tells us that Bnei Yisrael left Egypt chamushim—armed, prepared, and resolute. On the other hand, the very same passage explains why God deliberately avoided leading them by the direct route: lest they see war and lose heart, and return to Egypt.

Which was it? Were they strong or afraid? Courageous or hesitant?

The Torah does not resolve the contradiction—because it is not a contradiction at all. It reflects a complexity of perspective. The same people who carried weapons were also capable of fear. At the sea, they cried out to God in faith—and moments later accused Moshe of leading them to their deaths. The Ramban notes that the Torah itself alternates between two descriptions: sometimes they are called Bnei Yisrael, a people bound by covenant and destiny; at other times, simply ha’am, a frightened crowd reacting to danger.

Those who saw themselves as ha’am experienced only threat and uncertainty. Those who remembered they were Bnei Yisrael—part of something larger than the moment—were able, even amid fear, to sense that history was moving.

Our own time carries a similar emotional complexity. We have lived through prolonged anxiety, grief, and exhaustion. Moments of relief have arrived alongside pain; closure has come without simplicity; gratitude has not erased loss. It is entirely human to hold contradictory emotions at once—sorrow and relief, pride and fragility, hope and weariness.

And yet, despite this complexity, something unmistakable has emerged. Again and again, we have seen faith, resilience, and courage rise to the surface. We have witnessed extraordinary bravery—soldiers leaving families and livelihoods, time after time, to defend Am Yisrael without hesitation. Alongside them, we have seen a nation mobilize and a quiet awakening of faith. Far from paralysis or despair, what has defined this period has been courage, responsibility, and emunah.

This, too, is a way of seeing: choosing not to view ourselves merely as ha’am, caught in and reacting to the immediacy of events, but as Bnei Yisrael—a people who understand that even painful chapters sit within a far longer story.

In 1991, during the Gulf War, Rabbi Jonathan Sacks zt”l addressed a British solidarity delegation visiting Israel. He reminded them of the debate in the Talmud whether Yetziat Mitzrayim would remain central in Jewish memory, or whether a future redemption would eclipse it. The prophet Yirmiyahu speaks of such a moment—a return so powerful that it would reshape Jewish consciousness.

Rabbi Sacks observed that, in Moshe’s time, God Himself feared that if Bnei Yisrael faced war, they would lose heart and turn back. Yet in his own day, as missiles fell and commercial flights were cancelled, one set of flights never stopped—those bringing Soviet Jewry back home to Israel. People knew the risks. And they came anyway.

That, he said, was an Exodus of a different kind.

In this past week, we have experienced a moment that captures the complexity of our time: relief alongside pain, gratitude intertwined with grief. Like those who left Egypt chamushim, we move forward as Bnei Yisrael—carrying our past, sustained by faith, and confident that our story is still unfolding.

Shabbat Shalom!

Two Ways of Seeing: Beshalach 5786

 This piece was first published in Hanassi Highlights, 28 January 2026. You can also read it in Ivrit (translation by AI) here . Parshat Bes...